I do understand your position, and I think the disagreement is now very clear.
You are saying, in effect:
1. If we accept God’s omnipotence and omniscience, we must also accept God’s omnibenevolence.
2. “Perfect love” and “perfect knowledge” may be radically unlike human love or knowledge.
3. Therefore, judging God by human moral intuitions is illegitimate.
4. The proper intellectual posture is apologetics (interpretive charity), not moral critique.
I understand that view. I reject it — not out of arrogance, but because it empties the concepts being defended of their content.
Here’s why.
1. If “perfect love” is unconstrained by moral content, it becomes meaningless.
You say I cannot judge what “perfect love” is because my notions of love are imperfect.
But then we face a dilemma:
Either “perfect love” retains some continuity with what we mean by love, or it does not.
If it does retain continuity, then concepts like care, non-instrumental concern, and aversion to unnecessary harm remain relevant. In that case, the presence of involuntary suffering is morally probative.
If it does not retain continuity — if “perfect love” may will or permit anything whatsoever — then the word love no longer distinguishes God from a tyrant or a force of nature. It becomes a label without criteria.
In other words:
If divine love cannot be morally assessed in any way recognizable to moral reasoning, then calling it “love” does no explanatory work.
That is not humility. That is semantic insulation.
2. Accepting omnipotence and omniscience does not force acceptance of omnibenevolence.
You ask:
Why accept omnipotence and omniscience but not omnibenevolence?
Because power and knowledge are descriptive capacities; love is a normative property.
We infer power and knowledge from effects.
We infer goodness from moral coherence.
If an agent’s actions systematically violate what “love” means even in its most abstract form — care for the wellbeing of others — then the inference to omnibenevolence fails, even if power and knowledge are granted.
This is not criticizing a book for being a different book.
It is questioning whether the book’s internal claims are consistent.
3. Apologetics is not neutral “criticism”; it presupposes the conclusion.
You say that once we accept the omni-attributes, our responsibility is apologetics, not condemnation.
But apologetics is not neutral interpretation. It is defensive harmonization — a method that treats contradiction as something to be explained away rather than examined.
That is a legitimate theological practice.
It is not a neutral epistemic one.
Truth-seeking allows conclusions to be revised.
Apologetics does not.
Refusing apologetics is not ignorance; it is methodological independence.
4. Appeals to centuries of apologetics do not answer the logical problem.
You suggest my position reflects ignorance of Christian apologetics.
Even if that were true (and it is not to the extent implied), it would be irrelevant unless those apologetics resolve the logical issue.
But the problem of suffering has been debated for centuries precisely because no consensus resolution exists. The diversity of theodicies — free will, soul-making, mystery, greater good, fallen world — signals unresolved tension, not settled clarity.
Appealing to the existence of many responses is not the same as showing that anyone succeeds.
I should correct a factual assumption.
I have read many Christian apologetics — including works by C. S. Lewis (The Problem of Pain, Mere Christianity, Miracles, etc.). I am not unfamiliar with the tradition, and I am not dismissing it out of hand.
I reject those arguments after engaging with them, not because I am unaware of them.
My rejection is not based on temperament, resentment, or lack of literary sensitivity. It is based on a substantive judgment that none of the standard theodicies resolve the core problem — they relabel, deflect, or appeal to mystery, but they do not remove the incompatibility I’ve identified.
To be explicit:
Appeals to mystery suspend moral reasoning rather than answer it.
Appeals to greater goods rely on unproven necessity.
Appeals to divine transcendence drain moral terms of content.
Appeals to authority replace argument with deference.
I understand why apologetics aims at reconciliation rather than critique. But truth-seeking does not obligate me to adopt apologetics as a method — especially when I judge the arguments to fail on their own terms.
So the disagreement here is not about whether I’ve “done the reading.”
It is about what counts as a satisfactory explanation.
I am willing to let cherished claims fail if they conflict with moral coherence.
You are willing to preserve them by revising how moral concepts apply.
That difference is philosophical, not personal — and reading more apologetics would not change it.
5. “God knows better” is not an argument; it is a veto.
You imply that divine superiority blocks moral critique.
But once “God knows better” is allowed to override all moral evaluation, then no possible world could ever count against divine goodness — not even a world of maximal cruelty.
At that point, goodness is no longer a property we understand; it is whatever God does.
That is not reverence — it is moral quietism.
6. Why this is not hubris.
Hubris would be claiming certainty, infallibility, or moral omniscience.
I claim none of those.
My claim is conditional and conceptual:
If a being is perfectly loving, perfectly powerful, and perfectly knowing, then certain kinds of involuntary suffering are incompatible with that combination.
That is not arrogance.
It is conceptual consistency.
Refusing to surrender moral reasoning in the face of authority is not pride; it is the minimum condition of ethical thought.
You are comfortable grounding goodness in mystery and authority.
I am not.
You are willing to let “perfect love” float free of moral constraints.
I am not.
Those are different epistemic commitments, not differences in temperament or education.
Calling logical analysis “hubris” does not resolve the issue — it simply relocates it behind reverence.
I think we’ve reached the genuine stopping point: not because the issue is exhausted, but because our standards for what counts as an explanation differ.
7. How the Bible fails.
Astronomy & Cosmology: pre-scientific mythology
The Bible reflects an ancient Near Eastern cosmology, not hidden advanced knowledge:
Flat or dome-covered Earth (the firmament)
Waters above the sky
Sun, moon, and stars placed inside the firmament
Earth established before stars
Light existing before light sources
This isn’t “metaphor misunderstood later.”
It’s exactly what you’d expect from pre-astronomical humans with no telescopes, no physics, no cosmology.
A being who created galaxies would not accidentally endorse Bronze Age sky myths.
Physics: magical causation and category errors
Biblical physics routinely violates conservation laws, thermodynamics, and basic causality:
Matter appearing without physical mechanism
Instantaneous global floods
Heat, light, and motion without sources
Supernatural suspension of physical regularities without constraints
These aren’t exceptions explained by deeper laws.
They are storytelling devices, indistinguishable from myth.
Biology: creationism and biological impossibilities
The Bible gets biology wrong in structural ways:
Fixed “kinds” instead of common descent
Humans formed separately from animals
No understanding of genetics, evolution, extinction, deep time
Global bottlenecks that would have destroyed biodiversity
This is not a matter of missing details.
It reflects zero awareness of how life actually works.
Ethics: tribal morality, not universal compassion
Biblical ethics are deeply inconsistent and often morally indefensible:
Genocide endorsed
Slavery regulated, not abolished
Women treated as property
Children punished for ancestral sins
Infinite punishment for finite “belief errors”
These are not moral heights we failed to reach.
They are moral baselines we have since outgrown.
The best ethical moments in the Bible come from humans pushing against its own framework, not from divine command.
History: legendary development, not eyewitness rigor
The Bible fails basic historical standards:
Anonymous authorship
Decades-to-centuries-late composition
Theological agendas driving narrative
Contradictory accounts
No contemporary corroboration for central miracles
What we see is exactly what we see in myth formation everywhere else:
oral tradition → embellishment → canonization → dogma.
The pattern matters more than any single error
Any one mistake could be excused.
But the Bible fails:
astronomy,
physics,
biology,
ethics,
and history,
systematically, in the same direction, at the same level, with the same cultural fingerprints.
That pattern is diagnostic.
It looks exactly like what it is: a collection of human texts written by sincere but ignorant people trying to explain the world before science existed.
Why this matters morally
I care about reducing suffering and death, not about defending meaning or tradition.
That’s crucial.
Texts that:
misdescribe reality,
misassign blame,
moralize ignorance,
and sanctify error,
don’t just fail intellectually — they cause harm.
Religious certainty built on false premises has:
justified violence,
delayed medicine,
stigmatized illness,
excused cruelty,
and obstructed progress.
Rejecting that isn’t nihilism.
It’s ethical seriousness.
Ecurb, you argued for a benevolent God who values virtues and creates suffering, injustice, and death to grow virtues in sentient beings. In that case, why aren't all living things sentient to the level of humans who can be virtuous? What virtues do farm animals develop in their brief and captive lives, leading to slaughter? Also, you talked about the value of courage. If courage is the highest virtue, why aren't all sentient beings terrorised their whole lives by torturers who torture them forever? Surely, it takes much more courage to face an infinite intensity of pain for an infinite length of time than anything else? Your God concept is not matching up to the real world where we see non-sentient organisms and unequal and temporary suffering.