...every time I try to read something it refers back to other things of which I only have a vague conception of. — Nasir Shuja
Trust me, I'm open to anything. — Nasir Shuja
None of the above are known as philosophers, except maybe Pirsig? — Pattern-chaser
If you like art, think about philosophy as the art of creating concepts. Consider whether ontology is created or discovered (or both).
As for your reading issue. Yes there are linear threads to be followed throughout philosophy. A succession of discourses where one philosopher refers to a previous philosopher. Chronology is boring and limiting.
Read rhizomatically. Pick something up, if it interests you keep reading, if not, put it down. Books don't have to be finished. Create your own path. Regard philosophical reading as a self-made tapestry. Let the work prompt you into new thought. New directions. Academics might complain that this is not the way, but mostly they care more about regurgitation than creation. — emancipate
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