Does my complicated odyssey — jufa

What's complicated about it? Lots of people suffer, go through trials, have pain, misfortune, etc. In fact, that's pretty much par for the course.

What makes you so special? Could it perhaps be, ego ie. childish delusion? Sure, perhaps your existence, out of the billions and billions before you is somehow set apart, not in your own mind, but by pure fate. So what? What are you going to do with it? What do you want? Surely you don't expect others to bow to your whim and will because of such a possibility. Do you?

Does my complicated odyssey end should I go deep enough within myself to open the door of my inner Conscience, then find a way to step into my soul? — jufa

I like your poetic style, but unless you describe this inner progression in at least minimal detail and elaborate on "complicated odyssey" the reader is left with nothing but style.

Simply minimal, progression is thinking beyond how one thinks at 20yr than at 10yrs.
Odyssey complications is learning how to keep moving in the high and low of one's situations, circumstances of the walk of life. - jufa

In order for you to say those things are part of the course, you must tell what the course is, and whether it's original intent & purpose included suffering & struggle. Generalizations makes your reply empty of volume. - jufa

Does my complicated odyssey end should I go deep enough within myself to open the door of my inner Conscience, then find a way to step into my soul? — jufa

I’m not familiar with the specific language you use in your post, But the general direction of all our paths, Odysseys, is towards self awareness. Self-awareness shows us how we are, I don’t know how deep it goes.

I find your words agreeable to my soul.

"IN THE OLD DAYS THE STORY WAS TOLD AS THIS, ---WOD, THE WILD HUNTSMAN---

The hounds of the wind often howl on a dark night over the moors, within the woods, or beside a crossroads. Country folk know that the leader of the sky-dogs is Wod and they pity the poor traveler who has not yet reached his home, for Wod is often malicious and seldom kind. The wild huntsman spares only those who keep to the middle of their path. He thus often calls out to travelers, "In the middle of the way!" - jufa

Does my complicated odyssey end should I go deep enough within myself to open the door of my inner Conscience, then find a way to step into my soul? — jufa

Why do you ask? If someone would answer, would that help you?

Because I am free, unconditioned, whole–not the part, not the relative, but the whole Truth that is eternal–I desire those, who seek to understand me to be free; not to follow me, not to make out of me a cage which will become a religion, a sect. Rather should they be free from all fears–from the fear of religion, from the fear of salvation, from the fear of spirituality, from the fear of love, from the fear of death, from the fear of life itself. As an artist paints a picture because he takes delight in that painting, because it is his self-expression, his glory, his well-being, so I do this and not because I want anything from anyone. You are accustomed to authority, or to the atmosphere of authority, which you think will lead you to spirituality. You think and hope that another can, by his extraordinary powers–a miracle–transport you to this realm of eternal freedom which is Happiness. Your whole outlook on life is based on that authority. — Krishnamurti

https://kfoundation.org/dissolution-speech/

Before one reply to anything they should discern who the conversation is from and to who. With this said it should be understood no individual can understand, answer another individual, or give precise insight to words concerning anyone journey into themself if they have not been in that individual's mind. They can only relate to their own experiences. With this stated let's leave the air of assumption and what is another individual's opinion released and remember everything a person experiences can be seen as truth. In this context, the truth is that the Principle and Pattern of the universe dictates that everything reproduces after its kind. Consciousness does not discern between sizes, moral judgments, or various dimensions and realms. It only recognizes the intention behind thoughts, even if the person is unaware of this intent. Thus, when one questions the presence of God or man during hardships or wonders why certain events occur, it's important to understand that the Principles and Patterns governing life, and the living within it, remain constant.

Everything in an individual's life constitutes their truth - [You have presented Krishnamurti truth, not yours] It is a truth that each individual person has shaped, lives, and instills in their children. When I refer to their children, I am not speaking of those born of physical intercourse.

Man's true offspring are his thoughts. Not a single second passes in the continuum of life without him being both the birth mother and father to his thoughts. Thoughts are the true offspring of mankind, and the decisions, the by-products of what one has assimilated, adhered to, and chosen to guide oneself, shape the nurturing of these thought offspring. These nurturing dictates who a person becomes, the nature of their life, and the manner in which they interact with and are influenced by their thoughts as they venture out, find their place, and return bearing the fruits and weights of their upbringing and their acceptance of it.

Everything that occurs in a person's life unfolds according to the Principles and Patterns of Consciousness's intention and purpose. Whether one believes in or comprehends the Principle and Pattern of Consciousness, it is certain that all Consciousness can offer to humanity, or an individual, is to bestow upon each what is sought through words, actions, and thoughts—whole, perfect, complete, and pure—because it is the law of the Spirit of life of the Principle and Pattern of infinity, extending into infinity..

All the smartness, arrogance, and self-righteousness a person exhibits towards themselves, and others are their just deserts. These rewards manifest in all forms perceived as good and evil. So, when one asks, "Why me?" the answer is, "Why not you?" You have set your circumstances, conditions, and situations in motion according to the intent of the thoughts you conceived and nurtured. They cannot return to you empty; they are your reality. No one escapes the consequences of their actions in this world; it always returns to complete its cycle. And since the physical realm is connected to one's thoughts and interpretations, including physical children, family, friends, and loved ones, they too are impacted in your conscious world of thought. This is why it is said to be careful with your words and actions, for the magnitude and intent of what you set in motion will return after many days, whole, perfect, complete, and pure, without discrimination in your conscious world of thoughts.


Never give power to anything a person believes is their source of strength - jufa