Thank you I will do that I have been looking into Carl Jung, I never was a reader before but im open to anything that will help

All I want to do in life is end the suffering of exsistance nothing really hurts me anymore except seeing how lost and ignorant the world is

I know he just cant get over why she did it and I understand

I know expanding my knowledge of the mind is what gives me satisfaction and so I want to put most of my time into this and helping others expand there knowledge also

Thank you honestly I have felt like I was born a temple my mom used me in the begging for healing... I knew I should have stayed alone longer but im not in a place where I can be alone and I have already fallen in love again I know he loves me to ,but he has told me he wanted to die just to be with her but also doesn't want to die because I remind him of her.

And here I get lost again on someone else and lose track of myself I want to be in this relationship but also try to focus on me.