You have built yourself a rationale. It may have some kind of truth for you. You may just be very unlucky and stuck in a basically depressed state. But philosophically, you need to deal with the fact that your story lacks the kind of naturalism that understands life to be a mixed bag. And that is generally all right. — apokrisis
A mixed bag? Generally all right? Which one is it?
The question the structural pessimist asks if the value of being
as such. Not the value of living now that we
are here, or what could be done to make such an existence valuable. We want to know whether simply
being is good or not. In the
Nicomachean Ethics, Aristotle raises a similar question when he asks what the very function of being-a-man is and not specific functions a person can later assume (carpenter, philosopher, soldier, etc). This is the structural way of looking at things, an example of the ontological distinction. There is a being, and then there is the being's Being. In this case, we want to know what the
value of this Being is, i.e. what the value is of a person's existence
qua their very existence, and not in terms of what society they live in and what roles they play in this.
Optimists are selective and strategic in their defense of life. What they cannot defend, they blame pessimists for over-reacting to. Or they attempt to psychoanalyze pessimists as being "depressed" or "schizoid", because the existence of the pessimist is incompatible with the affirmative narrative and must be "explained away" via some evanescent category. If pessimism did not hold at least some element of truth, it would have been demolished from the get-go. Pessimism would be definitively
shown to be incorrect, not simply
asserted to be incorrect. Yet a look at history shows a pattern of thinking that correlates to the structural pessimist's point - life is,
at its core, bad. I'm even willing to say you cannot truly understand the
religious mind, or understand the essence of religion unless you at least accept that there is some truth to the proposition that life is suffering. Nor can you understand human relationships, which so often are based on
sharing a burden. I do not doubt you understand either, which makes me believe you are not recognizing that you do, i.e. you have a
cognitive bias (re: Pollyanna principle of rose-tinted glasses)
Instead of a mixed bag, though, I would say a more accurate picture is that you cannot have any good without the bad. The good is
optional, the bad is
required. You already recognize this when you say life is "generally" good - i.e.
despite the fact of all the evils, life is still "worth it". But, I will maintain, when considering the life of a person,
as a person,
the one thing you can be absolutely sure of is that they will die. There are other things you can be sure about as well (beyond reasonable doubt):
- That the person will die (already mentioned)
- That the person will need before they enjoy
- That the person will have to wait more than anything else
- That the person must learn through mistakes
- That the person will feel pain, and at least sometimes extreme pain (consider a child breaking their arm, pulling their baby teeth, falling off their bike and smacking their head, getting dumped by someone; traumatic and intense for the child, a spectacle for the adults who treat the child as a child and thus ignore them)
- That the person will be raised by people they did not choose to be raised by
- That the person will make others suffer, even if it is unintentional
- That the person will have to defend their existence if they wish to continue to live (related to previous)
- That the person will make serious mistakes that jeopardize their ideal dreams and thus must "settle" with the below-expectation, the sub-par, the mediocre. Nobody excells in everything, nobody achieves their greatest dreams in entirety.
- That the person must have their limits violated in order to know their limits
- That the person will experience the death of their parents and/or loved ones
- That the person will be assimilated into a politicized structure that perversely attempts to "fairly" distribute violence in accordance with strategic goals of particular people
- That the person will feel despair at points in their life, and contemplate suicide/their own mortality, thus every person is a potential suicide (Cioran: life is a state of non-suicide)
- That the person is a "puppet" that lacks free will and a substantial ego that is immortal (an existential horror)